Unpreditable=)

I had so much fun today!At first i was apprehensive on whether i should go out with yi hui and randy since it has been 4 years since randy and i last met.But to my surprise, the 3 of us click so well.People who saw us would have thought that we were the best of friends.I feel so comfortable with them(like how i am with my 4 best friends).We even tickled each other on our way back in the taxi. We concluded that randy would be a henpecked husband,while yi hui would be a dominant wife.haha.I really thank God for giving me such good friends!!!Thanks yi hui and randy for everything=)

Complacency!!!!!

After 3 weeks since the holidays ended,complacency strucks in.I find myself taking up so many activities and slacking like i never had before.I could spent my entire break chit-chating with my friends in the canteen instead of hitting the books(or rather notes) in the library and staring into the black box for the entire weekend. Had i really become too complacent or had i changed for the good?... i seriously do not know.All i know is that i can't remain in this state, I have to continously remind myself of the fall i had for the o-levels.It is only than will i be able to stop myself from falling deep into the sea of complacency.

Life's great for now...

hi babes!haha... so sorry for not updating my blog for a long time.So many things happened during this past few weeks.I received my class posting, got myself a cca and picked up squash!!!wow!! It really had been quite a fufilling month!!!

I must really say my class(08S25)rawks!!I absolutely love my class,love the fact that its an all girls class and the girls there are really nice.I made some good friends there too.When i knew i got posted to jjc, i made up my mind to join the students council.But after serious consideration i decided to withdraw from council just days after i submitted the application form for it.I do not wish to forgo time spent with my friends,family for council.Most importantly the period which the sc will plan for 2009's orientation clashes with my church camp.So i am in eclub now !!! It might sounds like a pretty boring cca, but its not that bad after all.Despite all the fun i am having now, I absolutely missed my friends,both in and out of jjc.I guess life can't be too perfect, u gain some and u lose some.

FUN, JOY and LAUGHTER!!!!!!

When i received my posting last tuesday i was full with zeal and expectation of the jc which i was posted to.Largely due to the fact that many of my friends are there and two of my best friend s were posted there too.However the first few days in the new school was depressing.It was full of boring talks,and people wrying about how much they hated it here and had appealed to other collages.I tried initiating conversation with my fellow OG mate but it often failed to break the ice.It was at that time when i started thinking about the friends and bonds i forged in acjc.I hated the feeling of having to make friends from scratch. But camp changed the whole situation.In the 3 days and 2 nights that we(OG9) spend together, I had loads of fun, made many friends and dance more than i had over the last 15 years of my life! It was one of the best camp i ever had!!! OG 9 totally ROCKS!!!I had neither thought that i was going to enjoy myself so much, nor make so much friends... but i did.I think its all boils down to being willing to step out of ones comfort zone;I smiled more and talk more than i ever did in camps. JJC ROCKS!!!!

My sister and I

What reflects me...

It had been a month since i receive my o-level results.It wasn't the results i was expecting after 2 or rather 4 years of hard work.So u can imagine how disappointed i was. But thanks to Gillian Ang(my beloved sister), i had finally gotten over it.It is really how i see myself.Thats most important. Do i really think the o-level's results are a reflection of me? I don't think so, many things can happen on that day of the examination that will affect one's mental conditions.

Realisation

The past week had been an eventful one. Many things happen which question my character as a person and personality.I came to a conclusion that i am a selfish girl who take things for granted. I thought of denying my faith in god. But a talk with Eileen and sis Varina changed my mind. No one is perfect in the world.All of us has flaws that are known or unknown to people,that applies to Christians too.If every Christians were to deny their faith just because of their flaws, there wouldn't be any Christians out there.It is all about how we are going to transform our flaws to our strength.That will be something i will be working towards. Great thanks to Eileen and sis Varina.