Realisation

The past week had been an eventful one. Many things happen which question my character as a person and personality.I came to a conclusion that i am a selfish girl who take things for granted. I thought of denying my faith in god. But a talk with Eileen and sis Varina changed my mind. No one is perfect in the world.All of us has flaws that are known or unknown to people,that applies to Christians too.If every Christians were to deny their faith just because of their flaws, there wouldn't be any Christians out there.It is all about how we are going to transform our flaws to our strength.That will be something i will be working towards. Great thanks to Eileen and sis Varina.

The new year

People says that a new year represents a new start. However, that does not apply to everything. At least that doesn't apply to friendships. Don't get me wrong, i am not saying we shld always end our friendship at the end of the year and start new ones the next year. What i am referring to is the problems in friendships.Mei xiu had always been my best friend.However, i feel that my place in her life is overtaken by other friends. I admit that i had not been a good friend,and so i can't complain and blame her for doing so. I think i am someone who is easily jealous, i do not like having to share something i have. After reading this , i am sure many of u will think that i am really selfish. I know i am selfish and i am trying my ultimate best to be selfless and generous, just like God is. I want to be someone who is respected and love by my friend and not someone who is destest by them.This will be my aim this year. Wish me the best=)

Life in Acjc

It has been a week and a day since i step into Anglo-Chinese Junior Collage. And i must say, i absolutely love it here.The culture,environment and facilities are all better than what i thought. Not a single vulgarities or Singlish could be heard. Everyone speaks standard English,including teachers teaching mother tongue.Despite, all this i am still torn between staying or going to jjc.